after i post my last blog. a big thing hitted me. i was feeling rather lonely at that moment, and i didnt feel like going to campus. so i called jedi to his house. it turned out, this guy said that he was already living to bandung.

[inhale ... exhale.. inhale ... exhale]

the minute i hang up the phone, i cried. he once told me that he wanted to go to bandung with me. i cant believe he didnt even told me about it. he didnt even phone me, sms me, or anything. it's like he's really anxious in getting everything over with.

i called joan, but it was mailbox. i went from wartel to wartel, just to made a phone call, but none of 'em was working. i got desperate. got no credit left on my cell. the last credit i spent was calling jedi's home and got THIS in return.

thank God at that time, retno was online. talked to her the whole time, she's really succeed in calming me down. even though i cried for almost 1 straight hours, she was there to giving me advices and all. i dont know what i will do if retno wasn't there.

marisa ... hmm, cant really find a friend like her too. when she said that she read my blog, i haven't post this one yet. so ma, if you're reading this one out. well, that's what happened early yesterday morning.

called that 'MORNING SHOCK'